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June 11, 2010
Ordination Can Make You Tired
Monday night I had the privilege of attending the Service of Ordination and Commissioning of the North Texas Conference of the UMC. (I say "privilege" not only because of the enormity of the event, but also because even the overflow room became so packed that they had to turn people away. Thank heaven for live web streaming and archived video!)
During the Annual Conference business sessions on Monday and Tuesday, we viewed pre-recorded speeches by each of the ordinands. I know many of the people who were ordained this year, but among all of their speeches, which were limited to two minutes, the one given by the Rev. Marc Corazao stood out:
Bishop Bledsoe and members of the North Texas Conference,
My name is Marc Corazao, and I currently serve as Associate Pastor over Outreach Ministries at Floral Heights United Methodist Church and as Pastor with the Breakfast at the Heights Community in Wichita Falls.
So, I’ve finally gotten to this point of being voted on at clergy session and ordained as an elder, and you know what? I’m pretty tired…
I’m tired of watching pastors and churches cater to the comfort of an affluent constituency.
I’m tired of mission efforts that actually keep those in poverty at arm's length by drawing lines of givers and receivers, privileged and lowly, blessed and cursed, community and other.
I’m tired of coming to Annual Conference and repeatedly witnessing us being more concerned with the outcome of a vote than our sisters and brothers we run over, shut out, dismiss, and demonize to get what we want.
I’m tired of hearing us fearfully talk about our sinking ship that we supposedly need to figure out how to float again.
I’m tired of the part I have played in fostering all of this in the church today.
I’m pretty tired.
So, if I’m tired, and I go to sleep, maybe I’ll dream of something else...
Maybe I’ll dream of a people with the mind of Christ, who encounter the world with basin and towel in hand.
Maybe I’ll dream of a community that lives and works and laughs and serves together with sisters and brothers who live in poverty.
Maybe I’ll dream of holy conversation at Annual Conference that is characterized by outdoing one another in showing honor to each other.
Maybe I’ll dream of the lost, the marginalized, the outcast, the lonely, finding maybe the one place of welcome, acceptance, and counter-cultural love in their lives with us.
Maybe I’ll dream of a church not driven by the fear of self-preservation but by the calling of God to transform the world in love no matter what the cost.
Maybe I’ll dream of my own need to repent and God’s voice calling me and my family in Christ to live and love so dramatically, so humbly, so boldly, so differently, that people everywhere will ask, “What is with those United Methodists?”
And when I wake, you better believe that something’s going to change, and I’m not sitting this one out.
You know what Marc? I'm getting tired, too. Thanks for this prophetic word.